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  Her step hitched when her eye caught the Kindle on the bedside table, and temptation whispered in her ears.

  Her office at home was bulging with books. Books on medicine, science, manuals on police procedure, forensics, how-to, and of course, all her favourites by the masters of the macabre; Poe, King, Masterton, Laymon, McCammon, Bloch, Koontz, and more. She might write crime, but the genre that thrilled her and got her blood pumping was well-written horror. Emma ignored the siren call to open her reader and bury herself in one of the greats. She was up against a deadline and her self-discipline wouldn't let her take time for one of life's greatest pleasures, reading.

  So she stripped, tossed her clothes on the floor, dragged on running gear, and skipped out the door to run a brisk three miles.

  Two days later, dawn broke over the horizon as Emma jogged at a fast but steady clip along the edge of the surf. The breeze was warm as it tossed the heavy ponytail tied high on her head. With joy in her heart, she inhaled deeply the salty scent of the sea. She wore tiny lycra shorts and matching sports bra the colour of crushed raspberries. This morning her feet were bare. She loved feeling the fine sand between her toes, the chill of the ocean. Eden was a very well named piece of island paradise.

  Her mind was clear of stress and strain.

  And for the first time in months, she felt... happy.

  Hard not to be happy when her dastardly plan for the hero of her series, Cole Dawson, was, finally, coming together very nicely in her mind. In the first book of her series, An Angel's Tear, she'd made Cole suffer the torments of hell. In this story he was still physically and psychologically shaky. Now she was about to send his world spinning out of control again. How he'd need to dig deep to deal with the grisly murder and mayhem she was about to toss into his path, was coming together very nicely, too. Very nicely.

  Since the dawn run along the beach was working for her muse, Emma made a firm promise to herself to jog every single day.

  And talking of happy things, her mind flew back to the telephone conversation she'd had last night with her cousin Alexander's wife, Rosie.

  "Are you kidding me?" Emma had responded to Rosie’s invitation with a laugh. "No, I am not coming to England. Do you seriously think I'm going to play gooseberry with loved-up newlyweds?"

  "For God's sake, Em. It's not as if we're doing anything kinky... unfortunately. Especially now I am, and I quote, carrying his child."

  Since Rosie had been a friend from kindergarten and had always in Emma's opinion, over-shared, she interrupted before Rosie got into her stride.

  "Lalalala. I do not want to hear about your love life."

  "It's about time you had a little bit of love in your own life," Rosie told her, not mincing her words.

  No. Way.

  "Not a chance, 'Stupid Cupid'. Keep your little bow and arrow to yourself."

  "Not all men are low life scum double-dealing bastards."

  Maybe in Rosie-land men were caring, sharing and loving. But Emma's experiences with men had left her wiser and a hell of a lot poorer.

  "Divorcing Richard was expensive. He almost bankrupted me. I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life. I lost my home, my job, most of my savings."

  "Look on the bright side. You're a best-selling author. He can't touch you now."

  "Don't be too sure," Emma muttered darkly. "His shark of a lawyer circled around An Angel's Tear for months trying to find something that might indicate it was about his client."

  "That's ridiculous," Rosie retorted. "No one in their right mind would call Tricky Dicky an angel."

  Emma couldn't help but grin. "I did use his characteristics in the book," she admitted.

  "Who?"

  "Evangeline Grey."

  Emma grinned at Rosie's howl of laughter.

  "Omigod. She's the ultimate evil crone. I must read it again."

  "She's a dipsomaniacal nose-candy who nails anything that moves."

  "She was so lovely in the beginning, too. So... normal. The way you chronicled her psychological deterioration was just horrible. How do you come up with this stuff?"

  "My imagination," Emma said, not wanting to admit that her marriage had given her a unique insight into the emergent evolution of an unstable mind.

  "Alexander always said you were a bit of a dreamer."

  That was very true. Emma had indeed been a quiet, introspective child. An observer of life. Her cousins had called her Mouse, sometimes Alexander still did. Emma knew the term was one of endearment, but she had to accept that even in adulthood the barb of the name still stung. It made her feel invisible, as if she didn’t matter.

  "Still am," Emma admitted. "I can’t thank Alexander enough for securing me the invitation to Eden. It's so tranquil. The book's rocking along."

  "Working?” Rosie exploded. “You're supposed to be taking a break!"

  "I'm jogging every morning," Emma offered in a hopeful tone.

  "Can't say you don't lead an exciting life," Rosie drawled. "I hope you're eating properly and not existing on M&M’s. I know what you're like when you're writing. You forget your own name.” Then she paused before speaking in a strangely cheery voice. “What's the food like? I hear they've a new chef."

  Emma’s brow wrinkled at the weird change of tone.

  "To be honest I haven't had time to think about food. The kitchen's well-stocked. I haven't bothered to visit the restaurant. I hate eating alone in public."

  Then she frowned again at the very annoyed grunt in her ear.

  "Order room service! Honestly, Emma, you need to start looking after yourself better."

  "Yes, mummy."

  Rosie heaved a heartfelt sigh.

  "Look, when you're finished in Eden, why don't you come and spend time at Ludlow Hall? You don't have to stay with us if you don't want to. You can have your own space, your own cabin in the hills. Alexander says you can be the author in residence."

  And Emma found she couldn't resist the wheedling in Rosie's tone.

  Sounded like long term plan.

  "I'll think about it," she promised.

  And she was thinking about it.

  As Emma slowed from a jog to a brisk walk she decided it might be a good idea to spend time with her extended family.

  Perhaps, after she was finished in Eden, a fresh start in the land of her birth was just what she needed.

  Chapter Four

  Two miles into his morning run, Oscar lifted his face to the breeze, to the sun's first kiss that turned the sky into a dome of blinding blue. He’d awoken this morning and listened to the call of the ocean. Dressed in board shorts, he'd jogged down the beach and into the water for a swim before his run.

  What a beautiful day.

  For the first time in months he felt relaxed and... happy.

  A lone gull screeched in a cloudless sky.

  Oscar picked up the pace.

  When a man worked with food twenty-four-seven, he needed to keep a weather eye on his waistline. With years of military training under his belt, he'd learned to enjoy the discipline of working his body hard. Oscar lengthened his long stride, revelling in the feel of salty air in his lungs, the way the wind dried the sea on his skin.

  Then he spotted another runner ahead of him. A woman. She was a little thing. Tinkerbelle in tiny pink shorts. Toned arms pumped out a rhythm that matched bare feet kicking up damp sand on the shoreline. Her legs were lean. Maybe too lean, edging towards skinny. Her ponytail bounced low on her back, the hair dark.

  Oscar’s eyes narrowed.

  The way she moved, her build, made him think of Emma.

  The ache in his heart, a constant companion for far too long, deepened to remind him of all that he had lost.

  Annoyed with himself and annoyed with how his subconscious snuck Emma's stunning features to the forefront of his mind too often these days, Oscar told himself this was what happened when a man had too much time on his hands. Too much time meant his mind stopped focusing on the things that mattered and in
stead centred on things that could never be changed.

  On deep regrets.

  On past failures.

  On love lost.

  Fuck.

  He sounded like a pitiful love song.

  However, his eyes never left the girl who'd slowed from a run to a walk.

  Oscar's heart kicked in his chest.

  He knew that walk.

  To get the crazy beat of his heart under control, to pull air into abruptly tight lungs, Oscar slowed his pace.

  He knew the swing of the narrow hips, the way her head sat on those slim shoulders.

  She stopped, and began a stretch routine to ease out her muscles.

  He knew the way her thigh and calf muscles worked.

  Not once did he realise he’d automatically moved to stay out of her line of vision, keeping pace with her like a big black panther might stalk a tethered fawn.

  Emma turned towards the ocean, lifted her face to the sun.

  God, she felt fabulous.

  Taking her time, she slowly moved into a yoga sun salute, stretching out tight muscles in her back, her shoulders. She’d been taught by her yogini to create the Ujjayi breath. The key was to tighten the back of the throat, similar to the constriction made when a person whispered. The audible breath had been compared to the sound of the ocean. The Ujjayi breath flows in and out through the nostrils, with the lips gently closed.

  Emma closed her eyes, gave thanks for such a beautiful day.

  And cleared her mind.

  She stood with her head bowed, palms together as if in prayer, and let her breathing match the beat of the waves.

  The sensation of a cloud passing over the sun had her slowly open her eyes.

  And stare right into the face of a man.

  Shock gave her a sucker-punch to the gut as her heart stuttered before beating too hard against her ribs, in her ears. For Emma the real world just dropped away. Every single night since he'd left her, through all the loss and all the pain, she'd dreamed of Oscar. And sent a silent prayer to the universe that he stayed safe. The man standing in front of her was the spitting image of Oscar, except... he was different. His hair was the colour of jet, like Oscar’s, but this man’s hair was too long and tied back at the neck. He had a tattooed sleeve on his left arm. Emma couldn’t imagine Oscar having a tattoo.

  But then her eyes lifted, stayed on his, and she immediately knew.

  Dear god, it was him.

  The quivering began in her feet.

  In an automatic gesture, Emma couldn’t have stopped herself if the barrel of a gun had been pressed to her skull, her hand very slowly reached out to touch the glistening bare chest of a warrior. His scent spun around her, making her dizzy. And there it was... chemistry. A chemistry that was so familiar swept over her skin, spearing through her body, sharp and terrifying. Her body was drawn to his and his to hers in a way that was so familiar, so right.

  How could she have forgotten?

  The oversensitive tips of her fingers seemed to burn as flesh touched flesh, as something like shock shot through her system.

  She breathed his name,

  “Oscar?”

  When he reached out, took her small hand in his, the word spun.

  Eyes glued to his, she couldn’t speak.

  She couldn’t think.

  How many times had she dreamed of a moment like this?

  Too many.

  How was it possible he was here, in Eden?

  How was it possible she was here, in Eden?

  Then Oscar remembered that the island was supposed to be place where dreams came true.

  Hadn't Theodisius told him Eden was a mysterious place where miracles happened?

  Maybe, Oscar decided on the spot, he shouldn't question it.

  Maybe he should just go with the flow.

  Oscar was afraid to blink in case Emma was a figment of his imagination.

  He didn’t feel the breeze, didn’t hear the beat of the ocean, or the gull cry again, over the thunder of his heart. Every part of his being was focused on the woman who stood in front of him.

  Her hand felt real, warm, soft and smooth.

  It was trembling in his.

  "Is it you? Is it really you?" he whispered.

  A dimple flashed at the side of her soft mouth.

  "It is me. It's really me."

  Her chest was rising and falling too fast. And his eyes were glued to the rabbiting pulse in her neck. He took her small hand to his mouth. Her whole body trembled in a convulsive shudder. Oscar knew the feeling. How could he have forgotten how beautiful she was? She’d changed. The slick, jaw-length, espresso-brown hair had grown. Now it was slicked back in a high ponytail. It suited her, letting her fidgety black eyebrows take centre stage. Beneath them were those eyes, luminous green pools. Pools that stared up at him, in shocked disbelief, into his. Then the shock slid away as those eyes grew hungry, as they filled with desire, as they stared unblinkingly on his mouth.

  She wanted him.

  Oscar didn’t stop to think.

  He stepped into her.

  Action, after all, spoke a hell of a lot louder than words.

  Strong hands, gentle fingers, cupped her face to tip her head back.

  How could he have forgotten those incredible eyes? So clear, so emerald a green they were almost translucent.

  “You’re trembling,” he said with something like amazement.

  She took a shaky breath.

  “Nerves,” she said softly.

  “You’ve never been nervous with me before.”

  All he could think was what an incredible conversation to be having with a woman he hadn’t seen in three long years.

  Logic fluttered like butterfly wings at the edge of this dreamlike state.

  Oscar ignored the questions; the whys, the wheres, the hows.

  He’d get to them later.

  Much later.

  Then those green eyes went dark with a mix of regret, hurt and a profound sorrow that almost broke his heart.

  His head dipped.

  And now his mouth hovered over hers.

  “Things change,” she whispered into his mouth.

  “Just let me do this,” he whispered back.

  His mouth took hers, hard and fast, and with a ferocity that stunned her even as it laid waste to her senses.

  Emma hadn’t been prepared for violence. Not from him, never from him. Oscar had always been gentle. A lover with slow hands, a soothing touch. Plus, she’d never, ever felt this edgy passion rise within herself before. She couldn’t think. Couldn’t take a breath. Her fingertips dug into his strong shoulders to cling on for dear life.

  His lips, his thrusting tongue, his teeth, were feeding from her.

  He was taking too much, too soon.

  Something like panic fluttered in her chest as her stupid heart filled too fast with what felt uncomfortably like... love.

  These days Emma didn't believe in love.

  Richard hadn't been the only man to destroy her belief in love.

  No, Oscar had played a key part in the destruction of her belief, too.

  Together, both men had broken apart her belief in herself. Her belief in her ability to interpret and understand people, her ability to know who and when to trust. Love had more than blinded her, more than shattered her judgement. Love had destroyed her. And Emma was never going to let that happen again, no matter how her treacherous body betrayed her.

  She tried to cry out, but all she heard was a throaty moan.

  Fear crawled relentlessly into her belly, tearing away the passion and leaving only helplessness.

  She went stiff in his arms and Oscar peeled his mouth from hers.

  Now she realised he, too, was shaking like a leaf.

  Hands still holding her face, he eased back to stare, with an intensity that made her heart shudder, into her eyes.

  "Don't push me away, Emma." It was a low murmured entreaty that shot fire up her spine. "Don't push me away."

 
His head lowered slow and easy, until his lips sampled hers, hardly touching. Then a strong hand slid to the back of her neck, firm, keeping her still. His lips were coaxing, corrupting. He placed gentle kisses on the soft, moist skin of her cheeks, the delicate closed lids, the vulnerable skin of her temple. And now Emma could feel her body drifting closer to him, into him as she had in the past, losing herself in him.

  Her lips came apart so that when his mouth returned to hers he accepted the invitation to take. The kiss heated up, so slowly, as if he relished the taste of her. Her hands slid up over his bare chest and her pelvis tipped against the hardness of his. He muttered something, then pressed his mouth against the rapid pulse at the delicate skin in the curve of her neck. And he inhaled.

  Ignoring the alarm bells now pealing loudly in her mind, Emma groaned when his hand cupped her small breast, a sound of both lust and a reluctant resistance. When his thumb rubbed her nipple all resistance simply drained away. His mouth came back to hers, ravaging now as if he couldn't help but respond to the heat he felt burning from her. Her body pressed against his, melting into him. It had been too long, Emma thought, too long since she had felt him holding her like this. Touching her like this. Her body again so tuned to this man that her whole system hummed.

  "Emma, sweetheart." His mouth pressed a kiss against her throat, her cheek, her forehead. "Please..." His kiss was hard now, impatient, his hands no longer taking care. "Too long," he muttered, plucking the thought right out of her head. "It's been too long since I touched you. Please let me have you."

  An excruciating desire drowned her senses. Now his tongue tracked over her overheated flesh until he returned to a mouth swollen from his kisses. Then he took control. The passion was rising much too fast, constricting the breath in her lungs, in her throat, smothering her. Now there was a wild struggle between panic and want.